What Now?

Hello and hope you are well. Welcome to my blog documenting my progress towards financial and spiritual freedom. Actually, not really. Since I'm better at wrtiting than creating some YouTube channel to exploit myself, this is the vehicle I'll be using for the time being. From my almost 52 years of life, everyone thinks they're special in some form or another. This includes myself which is why this blog exists. 

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